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January 21 hmmSinging for the lonely
You're not the only ones who feel this So scared of what we're doing All the time Here comes wasted head-space Paranoia Anger, misplaced feelings Leave me nowhere All the time I don't wake up early every morning 'Cause the more I sleep the less I have to say Scared of you always thinking that I'm boring Stop me yawning my life away Tender young confusion Send black mariah for blue delusions Lays heavy oh so heavy On my mind I'm so sick of people's expectations Leaves me tired all the time If your home's full of useless aggravation Then don't bring it to mine I seem to spend my life Just waiting for the chorus 'Cause the verse is never nearly Good enough The hooligan half of me That steals from Woolworth's While the other lives for love  I don't mind the abuse It fills in time When I'm not much use But it's killing me, killing me slowly They all say I'm too restless But words cut deep When you're defenceless And they're killing me, but killing me slowly There was a time when we were fine And I could tolerate you I do believe that you should leave 'cos I've grown to hate you Should I be weak and turn my cheek 'cos I'm scared to fall But I just don't know you And you don't know me at all I've been told that love's a celebration But I've lost faith through frustration And it's killing me, but killing me slowly You paint my picture black The joke's on me And I don't wanna laugh Remember the good times Won't you bring them back someday, somehow I don't mind feeling blue If I could smile just like you do And it's killing me, killing me slowly I can't go on alone Pretending nothing's wrong Maybe I just want to belong Somewhere, somehow, somehow January 14 DrinkyIt is no secret i like a drink, especially on a friday night, nothing better than to unwind from an unpleasant week than a few tequilas and some Karaoke!
However whatever I did when i was drunk didn't happen if i can't remember it!
| Some people might call it denial, I prefer common sense. Just keep blocking those shameful memories...
If there isn't hard evidence... photos/videos, police reports, tattoos... it didn't happen! It also doesn't matter who tells you of your alleged behaviour of the night before... mother, best friend, priest... if you can't remember then they are just cruel people who are lying to you, no matter what's said/done/proven in court, if there are no coherent memories of it then it didn't happen. Unless i'm there to witness the events. everything i say is gospel and should be believed despite whatever memories you have left. :-) Difficult things to say whilst drunk...
a) Innovative b) Preliminary c) Proliferation d) Cinnamon Things that are VERY difficult to say when you’re drunk… a) Specificity b) British Constitution c) Passive-aggressive disorder d) Transubstantiate Things that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you’re drunk… a) Thanks, but I don’t want to sleep with you. b) Nope, no more booze for me. c) Sorry, but you’re not really my type. d) No kebab for me, thank you. e) Good evening officer, isn’t it lovely out tonight? f) I’m not interested in fighting you. g) Oh, I just couldn’t - no one wants to hear me sing. h) Thank you, but I won’t make any attempt to dance, I have no co-ordination. I’d hate to look like a fool. i) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. j) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning January 07 Gaaah Why are there these people in life that are there soley to make yours a misery? you know these people, they become your friends cos they have lots in common with you, they are charming and funny, great to be around... That is until the mask slips... could take a week, a month, a year, but it does slip... Then you realise these people were not your friend, they were chameleons, simply adapting themselves to your life, your friends, your family, your boyfriend... In the end they turn against you and play you off against these people or they try Luckily in most cases the friends, family, partners have already seen the other side to this person so it is not a problem, but this wont stop them, they continue to try and stay in contact, so they are always there, they wont ever really be out of your life no matter how hard you try to simply avoid them. I simply cut contact with these people and wish to be left alone by them. Lets not open a can of worms. For Those Who Love To Sleep....
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